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Sat, Feb. 12th, 2005, 02:44 am
music oh boy playing again is fun.

the band pratice went well. I was able to pick up on 2 of the songs we played. next time we get together i think i’ll remember them my fingers are blistered and my pecks ache from holding the bass. how i love this rememberance. this is nice, cause they arent super talented. its one dudes 1st band. So im like wow. they are neat people but they are so empty headed. dont read but at least are musically inclined i burned the drummer a cd of misfits, echo and the bunnie men, skinny puppy, joy division some tear garden. well see how it goes. he was very into the misfits and i told him some historical data. blah. wow... my fucken finger feels harder. lol. doesnt get that way from rubbing anything else a billion times... oh boy. being able to be in a band really fills my void. early when i was watering the garden i went and practiced a few kicks and punches. i while at band pratice also asked the younger brother Of the drummer who was in a fucked up accident recently to spar. but too much dog poo. was excuse. he knows army ground work so im thinking brazil... not to worry wow... i need to focus on reading some. ive been fuken sewing and planting way to much. more writing more reading... damn it. tomorrow i need to get up early and read for a hour or 2 and write. be for eeveryone else is awake i accomplish so much. its like my brainrunning on highspeed. wish my mac was... what a tease this beautiful powerful tool machine is. okay before i got to bed more spam.. that you need to look at. Oh in only_real_red I posted photos I think maybe same ones i posted here maybe not. but i am lacking on brain power lately, I need more tonics.. thats it damn it im switching to steadily daily. oh boy i need some msm that stuff works but you need to take it for a while http://www.yubanet.com/artman/publish/article_17716.shtml . http://www.reuters.com/newsArticle.jhtml;jsessionid=1BYFP2XZF1FTMCRBAEZSFFA?type=politicsNews&storyID=7562107&pageNumber=1 Beware: Serious Danger Lies Ahead http://www.multinationalmonitor.org/mm2004/122004/editorial.html Conservatively Incorrect Just a funny political humor page, I’m tired of being bitter all the time. to quote a new lj friend... damn im made with names..... http://rackjite.com/ I hope you dont mind me sharing or cutting or pasting. mister smarty pants:):):)

Sat, Feb. 12th, 2005, 12:03 am

Sat, Feb. 12th, 2005, 12:02 am

I’ve been meaning to post.. I have lots more just no photos of them or it.. i’ve been way to busy sewing to post.

Sun, Jan. 2nd, 2005, 04:05 am
been partying too much... caught a bit of a sniffle

well... I have been very busy writing and working on clay flims. in feb there is a huge sca meeting we are going to be presenting classes on herbs and mushrooms. i have been trying to get something finshed for that.
all in all things are well. need more pens ran outta ink in the middle of page 22.
the sore throat ive got isnt so bad anymore. the herbs ive been taking are kicking its ass.

but since i caught a bit of a bug this week so i have been taking it very easy.
not much to update.

i have a few 100 nasty emails i got that i forgot to post.. oh well.. i guess ill delete them when i check my email again. i think my little project for school on email pornography has enough imput. LOL. its amazing what schooling will allow you to research with proper funding that is.

oh boy by end if this year i will be certified in so many things.. holstic healing, master herbalist and aromatherpy. i also am looking forward to getting my weapons pass. so ill be legally able to concel my weapons... see being a good citizen has its perks...

hope everyone had a happy new year.
i will post photos soon.

made some really awesome new clothes.
bliss to all the plant and animals species of the world.

i hope education is spread to the usa

i know with that 15000 he is spending in iraq every 4 hours, fuck he could of sent me thru college or put his daughter thru rehab(again) oh boy bush is a white devil.

Thu, Nov. 18th, 2004, 07:45 pm
heres another one of those wacky fan emails i get... i mean what the fuck... lol... oh boy....

17:35:08 -0700 To: randomsmom Subject: Re: Just wondering never seen nothing... lol From: EroticMagus   Did you ever instantly know you were going to like and trust someone for a long, long time? Maybe you only knew them for a short while but it seemed you had known them your whole life, as if there were a timeless connection between you and them? I’m wondering as you read this, if you can remember the feeling of that, and just how wonderful it was, because sometimes life has a way of making us remember those things, right prior to discovering that we can experience those feelings again with someone. Me...well, I don’t think that kind of thing can be forced. No essay or words or pictures can create it for you. Words and appearances are only expressions, the vehicles that contain the essence that moves us. It can only happen naturally as the expression of an energy between two people, but when it does ... you know that feeling of incredible bonding, when all the barriers melt and drop away, and two people come together, fused into one spiritual essence, the mingling of energies feeding one on the other, building and increasing and intensifying, mingling into an expression of aliveness that words can initiate but never capture fully? Instead it has to be indulged inside your own imagination ... dwelled on, and toyed with, deep, deep inside you. Speaking to you as a person who can experience that kind of connection, just how much can you look forward to enjoying that with someone who moves you in that way? As you remember what that would be like, and find those possibilities opening before you, in such a way that anything else blurs into insignificance, how powerfully will you feel that urge to find out more about this person who has so moved you, with just words on a page? As you find yourself wanting to contact me, realize that you can just go ahead and send me a message. Here or at Jakub P.S. Just so you know: I’m hot, young, and passionate. Very good looking (blond hair, it’s long, and blue eyes). Yes, I’m lustful too. And not quite sure what I’m doing here.

Wed, Nov. 17th, 2004, 02:30 am

Hunger

Comfort

Hygiene

Energy

Fun

Social

Bladder

Room

thc levels

Reach for the lasers with Antic's Sims-ulator!

Mon, Nov. 15th, 2004, 07:39 pm
wow.. well this prior weekend was competlely horatio alger i would say more but im sure some of you

Horatio Alger, Jr. From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. (Redirected from Horatio Alger) Horatio Alger, Jr. Horatio Alger, Jr. (January 13, 1832 - July 18, 1899) was a 19th-century American author, a leading proponent of Social Darwinism during the Gilded Age (1865-1900), who wrote over 130 dime novels, describing how down-and-out boys were able to achieve the American dream of wealth and success through hard work, courage, determination, and concern for others. Poorly written and repetitive, the novels declined in popularity as Alger’s target audience grew more sophisticated. Nevertheless, at the time of their writing they were bestsellers, and Alger’s books actually rivaled those of Mark Twain in popularity. As the American dream took shape, Alger gave hope for a brighter future to millions of young men who were then living on the brink of society. Alger was born in Revere, Massachusetts to a stern Unitarian minister who wanted his son to follow him into the clergy. He attended Harvard where he studied under Henry Wadsworth Longfellow with the intention of one day becoming a poet. After graduation he found work as a journalist and schoolteacher. Rejected by the Union Army because of his asthma, he took a tour of Europe where he finally decided to pursue the ministry. He took a position in Cape Cod but left for New York City rather suddenly in 1866, ostensibly to pursue a career in writing. Church records uncovered after Alger’s death indicate that he was quietly dismissed for having sexual relations with several boys in his parish (as a result, the New York City chapter of the North American Man-Boy Love Association is named after him). The move to New York was a turning point in Alger’s career. He was immediately drawn into the work of impoverished young bootblacks, newspaper boys, and peddlers, and even took a young Chinese immigrant named Sam into his home as a ward (Sam was killed in a carriage accident a few years later). It was this world, coupled with the austere values that Alger received at home, which formed the basis of the first novel in his Ragged Dick series (1867). The book was an immediate success, spurring a vast collection of sequels and similar novels, including Luck and Pluck (1869) and Tattered Tom (1871), all with the same theme: the rise from rags to riches. In fact, the theme became synonymous with Alger, whose formula for success was based on luck, pluck, and virtue. Essentially, all of Alger’s novels are the same: a young boy struggles through hard work to escape poverty. Critics, however, are quick to point out that it is not the hard work itself that rescues the boy from his fate, but rather some extraordinary act of bravery or honesty, which brings him into contact with a wealthy elder gentleman, who takes the boy in as a ward. The boy might return a large sum of money that was lost or rescue someone from an overturned carriage, bringing the boy—and his plight—to the attention of some wealthy individual. It has been suggested that this reflects Alger’s own patronizing attitude to the boys he tried to help. Despite his remarkable literary output, Alger never became rich from his writing. He gave most of his money to homeless boys and in some instances was actually conned from his earnings by the boys he tried to help. Nevertheless, by the time he died in 1899, his books could be found in virtually every home and library in America. His books may no longer be as popular today as they once were, but the moral messages they relayed were an important factor in the development of the American dream in the 20th century. At the time of his death, Alger was living with his sister Augusta. She destroyed all of his personal papers, hoping to avoid scandal in the rigid atmosphere of the Victorian Era. Since 1947, the Horatio Alger Association has bestowed an annual award on “outstanding individuals in our society who have succeeded in the face of adversity” and scholarships “to encourage young people to pursue their dreams with determination and perseverance”.

Wed, Nov. 10th, 2004, 08:45 pm
http://www.christiandeath.com/

http://www.christiandeath.com/
http://rozznet.com/dir/

its so amazing that rozz was 16 when only of theator of pain was released.
i love this band.
apparently he hung himself when he was 34,
geepers...

Tue, Nov. 9th, 2004, 05:42 pm

i think i am going to switch over to my other journal. this one wont allow me to used all the features.
ah shucks...

Sun, Nov. 7th, 2004, 03:37 pm
achy hands and rough patches

in an old olive jar i caught a blackwidow spider that shane found while we were transplanting the sugar cane and lemon trees. that small project went well, i put the jar in the sun near my other supplys that go into the house, we have a small crew around today attempting to assist us in building some sort of closure to the outside small i havent an idea what to call it, its connected to the house roof but there isnt much b ut 2 poles holding up about 8 ft, wide and as long as the kitchen, i think we are going to enclose it and remove the window in the now kitchen and used that as a wide door. maybe with a few steps. and i am going to for sure put my washer and my dryer inside that room. there isnt going to be an heating issue in that room. it will have 2 very large old glass doors as walls, facing the outside sheep yard i am going to grow alot of veggies and herbs on that window i think.... well see how any of it goes, the floor has been raked of the 9 wheel barrow loads of turkey shit and rabbits and wood chips of years and sheep wool.. i wonder how well that composts Lol oh boy, i am gonna have a fun time removing it later in from the compost, i wonder how the worms will be effected. outside i hear them working. shane came in and gave me some werid looks and didnt really kiss me back when i gave him a thankful peck. whatever. i really cannot obbessive over anyone cock in particular. herbal studies call me, the music has been calling to me soo much lately i feel like im ready again to do it. oh man, when i get my car , i expect shane to be going back to work. and thats kinda cool. i will miss him around, hes ALOT of fun. but missing him makes me evn more lustful when hes around at nite lol, im sure he wont mind. in any who... i had a very nice moment outside before i came in i am very sore and achy tired, and i was looking at the steam inside the jar where the black widow was, and i saw its small i suppose feet making steps on the steam while it walked inside the jar. it came so close to biting shane. my other jar of spiders had to get throw away cause one major one killed the majority of them. and then i suppose he died of exposure cause we never caught anymore to put in there. i wonder how others will keep up with the black widow its so lovely with its red hour glass black imprinted belly.

Sat, Nov. 6th, 2004, 10:58 pm
holomos you bastard heres that list of bands for you to look up

Anal Cunt, Angelo Badalamenti, Aphex Twin, Bad Brains, Bar Kokhba, Bauhaus,Ennio Morricone,, Heong-Heung “Chippy” Chin, Kids Of Widney High, Talking Heads, Lavender Hill Mob, Link Wray, , Lovage, My Ruin, Psychic TV, Queen Adreena, Queens Of The Stone Age, Rammstein, The Who, Raging Speedhorn, Rage Against The Machine, Radiohead, God Head, Revolting Cocks, Severed Heads, Skinny Puppy, Soulfly, SlipKnot, Pink Floyd, Static-X, Switchblade Symphony, Stiff Little Fingers, Tenacious D, Test Dept, The Clash, The Distillers, The Pixies, The Mr. T Experience, The Devine Comedy, The Sex Pistols, The Gathering, Throbbing Gristle, Tiamat, Tomahawk, The Kids of Widney High, Trent Reznor, Voltaire, Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, World Inferno, Beathoven, Wumpscut, Human Arts Ensemble, John Coltrane, David Bowie, Masada, Masada String Trio, Naked City, New and Used, Ornette Coleman, Schubert, Bach, Debussy, Donizetti, Pain Killer, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Rabbinical School Dropouts, Cocteau Twins, Coil, Cold Cut, Cradle of Filth, Deluxx Folk Implosion, Denki Groove, Die Warzau, Dust Brothers, Einstürzende Neubauten, Eels, Faith No More, Foetus, Big Dumb Face, Front Line Assembly, Fantômas, Genocide organ, Gorillaz, Greenday, Hate in the Box, Hell is For Heroes, Schonberg, Meat Beat Manifesto, Anti-Pop Consortium, Merzbow, Marilyn Manson, Wagner, Mr. Bungle, Madness, Kenny Rogers, Mozart, Machine Head, Minor Threat, Jedi Mind Tricks, Deltron 3030, Ministry, Meshuggah, Milk Cult, Moby, Goldfrapp, Morrisey, Th Hot House Flowers, Square Pusher, DJ Q-Bert, Kid Koala, Kid 606, Moonspell, Moonsorrow, Murder Dolls, Napalm Death, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, Norah Jones, Primal Scream, Bob Dylan, Paradise Lost, Pinkfloyd, Portishead, Placebo, John Zorn, Julie London, Jimi Hendrix, Kompressor, Rob Zombie, Nobukazu Takemura, , Sleep Chamber,Venetian Snares, Chemical Brothers, Kinesthesia, Louie Armstrong, Roy Orbison, Bella Bartok, **Edit many of these we have already heard of some of them we dont even like... lemme remove those actually. well not me shane has heard of em but at my dial up connection.. oh boy..

Sat, Nov. 6th, 2004, 09:10 pm

god i love wearing thigh highs and skirts and garters.. how can people live with out boots and good socks...

Sat, Nov. 6th, 2004, 09:09 pm
more rambling... im aching from head to toe gonna hit shower and dream...

well lol some cute guy ive ran into who i assumed was gay isnt... but thats a good thing Lol... wow its been a long one. i cleaned out the back area besides the house today finally, after 4 hours of working sandra my little cousin shes soo cute. she came by to get her phone fixed i made her help me and man we filled 4 of the compost piles totally full. I am going to have the most richest soil next year I cant wait. shane and i first thing when we awoke he started to be arguementive. i am sure i will get some bullshit about how my online friends are going to read this and give me some advice to used against him. i dont need anyone to tell me anything about him, i get it all day already from my mom and family. well not family no one dare talk shit to me about anything what an awesome power to be smarter (sadly ) i try to educate these fools beside me all fucken day long. well today, lemme tell ya its been a drug filled one ive tried my hardest not to fight with shane, i wanted himto help me on the long list of things i wanted help with. instead i have to pay others or do it myself i had the kid some partsof the day but i was being crabby and emptyed his wheel barrow when he didnt want me to and then raised my voice so he went in side.. man the fucken leaves just wont stop falling. i have raked so much, my arms are sore at least i have drugs lol, thanks doctors what am i going to do about the sick slack void. what the fuck, cani do to assit others into changing i am an idoit to assume i can make anyone change i feel like crying being on the rag doesnt help god damn it and being lustful for life and experience doesnt help either. i am getting more flexible every day, but my damn knee wont even bend since the accident and ihad been able to previously sit on it again.. oh man,, i am down about that. the drugs got me feeling pretty numb hmmmmlemme see what ive eaten today 4 blue perco 1600m ibprofen 4 yellow valiums 1600 muscle relaxations thru out the whole day taht was, when ever i was feeling pain I just ate the same amount each time, i eat en really healthy today as well, all in all it was a good day too bad my friend wasnt more helpful to me today i wonder what it is he wants or expects from this kind of action? i feel so empty, and alone a void where my musical soul used to be... wow how i used to obbsesively play the guitar and writ emy scary little do me gothic pop songs.. i feel like things are changing and time is so fast. i am and want to do more. mixed soil brought all the stuff down from the main garden down to the green house.. so hopefully i can get my sugar cane and lemon trees transpanted tomorrow. i wonder i will get thru the rest of the evening with out an agurement. i know when you dont pay attention to people they gotta start shit. i tomorrow will work just as hard as i worked today, and everyday i hope until i fucken die. i gotta accomplsih something, i feel like this pattern is over. i am renewed.

Fri, Nov. 5th, 2004, 07:46 pm

http://www.empirenotes.org.

Fri, Nov. 5th, 2004, 07:22 pm

http://women.msn.com/886301.armx?GT1=5809 utter bullshit.. why does this have to pop up and load i will show the mac how to stop this.. damn it.. worse yet i totally disagree with every damn thing that loser said oh boy.. i am gonna get back to sewing.. i have been trying to set the damn machine all nite.

Fri, Nov. 5th, 2004, 07:16 pm
quotes directly stolen from towith 's journal.... check him out if you wish...

“I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame the earth seems to me a sterile promotory; this most excellent canopy the air, look you, this mighty o’rehanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire; why, it appeareth nothing to me but a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours. What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how infinite in faculties, how like an angel in aprehension, how like a God! The beauty of the world, paragon of animals; and yet to me, what is this quintessence of dusk. Man delights not me, no, nor women neither, nor women neither.” -William Shakespeare “There he goes. One of God’s own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die.” -Hunter S. Thompson “People are always angry at anyone who chooses very individual standards for his life; because of the extraordinary treatment which that grants to himself, they feel degraded, like ordinary beings.” -Friedrich Nietzsche “Cut word lines, Cut music lines, Smash the control images, Smash the control machine. -William S. Burrough “The degree of civilization in a society can be judged by observing its prisoners.” -Dostoevsky “I hoped and I prayed. And then I thought better of it and just hoped.” -Douglas Adams “I don’t accept the currently fashionable assertion that any view is automatically as worthy of respect as any equal and opposite view. My view is that the moon is made of rock. If someone says to me, “Well, you haven’t been there, have you? You haven’t seen it for yourself, so my view that it is made of Norwegian beaver cheese is equally valid” - then I can’t even be bothered to argue. There is such a thing as the burden of proof, and in the case of god, as in the case of the composition of the moon, this has shifted radically. God used to be the best explanation we’d got, and we’ve now got vastly better ones. God is no longer an explanation of anything, but has instead become something that would itself need an insurmountable amount of explaining. So I don’t think that being convinced that there is no god is as irrational or arrogant a point of view as belief that there is. I don’t think the matter calls for even-handedness at all.” -Douglas Adams “Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.” -Robert Frost “Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains or slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take but as for me; give me liberty or give me death!” -Patrick Henry “Guard with jealous attention the public liberty. Suspect everyone who approaches that jewel. Unfortunately, nothing will preserve it but downright force. Whenever you give up that force, you are ruined.” -Patrick Henry “The unexamined life is not worth living.” -Socrates “No one can find a safe way out for himself if society is sweeping towards destruction. Therefore everyone, in his own interests, must thrust himself vigorously into the intellectual battle. None can stand aside with unconcern; the interests of everyone hang on the result. Whether he chooses or not, every man is drawn into the great historical struggle, the decisive battle into which our epoch has plunged us.” -Ludwig Von Mises “Science is organized knowledge. Wisdom is organized life.” -Immanuel Kant “Patriotism is your conviction that this country is superior to all other countries because you were born in it.” -George Bernard Shaw “I do not fear computers. I fear the lack of them.” -Isaac Asimov “Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning.” -Rich Cook “Is [God] willing to prevent evil, but unable? Then he is impotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent. Is he both willing and able? Whence then is evil?” -Epicurus “If everything must have a cause, then God must have a cause. If there can be anything without a cause, it may just as well be the world as God, so that there cannot be any validity in that argument. The idea that things must have a beginning is really due to the poverty of our imagination.” -Bertrand Russell “A man’s ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeed be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death.” -Albert Einstein “There is nothing in life worth a damn but the long, hard climb and the feel of blisters beneath your sweaty grip the tears in your eyes and the dry, copper taste of your own bleeding lips-- when the air is thin and your skin is bitten with cold, when you’ve climbed so high every movement is pain, reminding you how far you’ve come and how far you’ve got to go, that... my friends... is when you truly live. God help you if you ever plateau.” -Unknown “At the other end of the spectrum are the opponents of reductionism who are appalled by what they feel to be the bleakness of modern science. To whatever extent thy and their world can be reduced to a matter of particles or fields and their interactions, they feel diminished by that knowledge....I would not try to answer these critics with a pep talk about the beauties of modern science. The reductionists worldview is chilling and impersonal. It has to be accepted as it is, not because we like it, but because that is the way the world works.” -Steven Weinberg “Life may have no meaning. Or even worse, it may have a meaning of which I disapprove.” -Ashleigh Brilliant “Fantastic doctrines (like Christianity or Islam or Marxism) require unanimity of belief. One dissenter casts doubt on the creed of millions. Thus the fear and the hate; thus the torture chamber, the iron stake, the gallows, the labor camp, the psychiatric ward.” -Edward Abbey “When we remember that we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained.” -Mark Twain “The world’s as ugly as sin, And almost as delightful.” -Frederick Locker-Lampson “I became a god once. Realized it was a step down, and quit.” -Norm Papernick “Never let your sense of morals prevent you from doing what’s right.” -Isaac Asimov “Whenever you find that you are on the side of the majority, it is time to reform.” -Mark Twain “I believe in the brotherhood of man, all men, but I don’t believe in brotherhood with anybody who doesn’t want brotherhood with me. I believe in treating people right, but I’m not going to waste my time trying to treat somebody right who doesn’t know how to return the treatment.” -Malcolm X “The inherent vice of capitalism is the unequal sharing of blessings; the inherent virtue of socialism is the equal sharing of miseries.” -Winston Churchill “If a man is called to be a streetsweeper, he should sweep streets even as Michaelangelo painted, or Beethoven composed music, or Shakespeare wrote poetry. He should sweep streets so well that all the hosts of heaven and earth will pause to say, here lived a great streetsweeper that did his job well.” -Martin Luther King “With every passing hour our solar system comes forty-three thousand miles closer to globular cluster 13 in the constellation Hercules, and still there are some misfits who continue to insist that there is no such thing as progress.” -Ransom K. Ferm “A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, giveorders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, and die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.” -Robert A. Heinlein “Think how utterly, evilly selfish it is to have a child. Think of it! “Oh, honey, wouldn’t a baby just be splendid? With its little hands, and its little feet and its little arms and legs and face and smile. Oh, we have to have one.” Great, and once it’s done, here is another little human to have to grow and learn what a sick collection of animals it is into which he’s been born; who has to learn the pointlessness of the asinine cycle of human life; the pain and unhappiness that accompany; the stupidity of the majority; the outrage of old age and death; the unfair circumstances of competition amongst organisms; the injustice of suffering, the absurdity of doctrines and ideologies; the cold blade of war; the inner demons of hunger, desire, self-loathing; who will be taught to hate and feel shame and fear and remorse, regret, guilt; who will one day suck from nonexistence another little conscious body to continue the hideous lineage of incessant dark-humor; and who will one day die, wrapped in a urine-stained, hospital-issued death-shroud, plugged into beeping, blipping machines, fed through dripping bags armed with needles and at the mercy of smart-ass little nurses, who know not yet that they, too, will be faced with this end. What more horrific and vile an act than that of having a child? There can be none. Torture is not worse, murder is not worse, nor rape or anything else, because it is birth that precludes them all. Were it not for birth, none of these other atrocities would have even a chance to be performed. It is the miracle of birth and life that drowns the light of the world, and it is that selfish obeyance of desire that is hung over the heads of all parents in the look of disgust on their disaffected teenager’s face. How can one repay an infinite offense?” -Shane Smith “I have never made but one prayer to God, a very short one: “O Lord, make my enemies ridiculous.” And God granted it.” -Voltaire “By means of shrewd lies, unremittingly repeated, it is possible to make people believe that heaven is hell -- and hell heaven. The greater the lie, the more readily it will be believed.” -Adolf Hitler “We all enter this world in the same way: naked, screaming, soaked in blood. But if you live your life right, that kind of thing doesn’t have to stop there.” -Dana Gould “Man is the only animal that contemplates death, and also the only animal that shows any sign of doubt of its finality.” -William Ernest Hocking “The aim of psychoanalysis is to relieve people of their neurotic unhappiness so that they can be normally unhappy.” -Sigmund Freud “Once you see that everything is unreal, you can’t see why you should bother to prove it.” -E. M. Cioran “A little government and a little luck are necessary in life, but only a fool trusts either of them.” -P.J. O’Rourke “Giving money and power to government is like giving whiskey and car keys to teenage boys.” -P.J. O’Rourke “Upon being told by Lady Astor, “If you were my husband, I’d put poison in your tea.”: If I were your husband, I’d drink it!” — Sir Winston Churchill “To Liverpool socialist MP Bessie Braddock, who told him, “Winston, you’re drunk.”: Bessie, you’re ugly. And tomorrow morning I’ll be sober, but you’ll still be ugly.” — Sir Winston Churchill “upon being told, “Must you fall asleep while I’m speaking?”: No, it’s purely voluntary.” - Sir Winston Churchill “Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak. Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.” - Sir Winston Churchill “There are three ways a man can be ruined: women, gambling, and farming. My father chose the most boring.” -Pope John XXIII “The reports of my death have been greatly exaggerated.” -Mark Twain “When I was a boy of fourteen, my father was so ignorant I could hardly stand to have the old man around. But when I got to be twenty-one, I was astonished at how much the old man had learned in seven years.” -Mark Twain “That’s a good question. Let me try to evade you.” -Senator Paul Tsongas “If A equals success, then the formula is A=X+Y+Z, where X is “work,” Y is “play,” and Z is “keep your mouth shut.” -Albert Einstein “Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.” -Albert Einstein “The towels were so thick there I could hardly close my suitcase.” -Yogi Berra “God deliver me from my friends! I’ll take care of my enemies myself.” -Arthur Wellesley

Fri, Nov. 5th, 2004, 05:27 pm
makes me so fucken sick, but if thats the case ill run for president. lol not that im foregin born

President Schwarzenegger? Robert Galbraith / REUTERS Did Sylvester Stallone really see into the future? After Tuesday night’s rousing RNC speech by Arnold Schwarzenegger and yesterday’s talk of a constitutional amendment that would the allow foreign-born citizens to become president, Republicans have been e-mailing one another lines from an 11-year-old Stallone movie that now may be prophetic. In the 1993 campy sci-fi flick “Demolition Man,” Stallone’s character is brought back from the past and has this conversation with Sandra Bullock’s character: Sandra Bullock: I have, in fact, perused some newsreels in the Schwarzenegger Library. Stallone: Hold it. The Schwarzenegger Library? Bullock: Yes. The Schwarzenegger Presidential Library. Wasn’t he an actor when you... Stallone: But how? He was President? Bullock: Yes! Even though he wasn’t born in this country, his popularity at the time caused the 61st Amendment which states... Stallone: I don’ wanna know. President. “Isn’t Stallone’s mom psychic?” chortles one source. “Looks like Sly might be giving her a run for her money.”

Thu, Nov. 4th, 2004, 11:20 am
new zealand rejects medical bill

Newshawk: http://www.drugwarfacts.org/medicalm.htm Pubdate: Thu, 04 Nov 2004 Source: New Zealand Herald (New Zealand) Copyright: 2004 New Zealand Herald Contact: letters@herald.co.nz Website: http://www.nzherald.co.nz/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/300 Related: Outrage at Jailing of Invalid http://www.mapinc.org/drugnews/v04/n1564/a10.html Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/mmj.htm (Cannabis - Medicinal) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/find?232 (Chronic Pain) MEDICAL CANNABIS OUT, SAYS ANDERTON Associate Minister of Health Jim Anderton says he will not support a bill allowing the cultivation of cannabis for pain relief. But Green Party co-leader Jeanette Fitzsimons believes the drug should be allowed for medical reasons. The issue has arisen after Christchurch man Neville Yates was sent to jail for five months by Christchurch District Court Judge David Holderness for growing cannabis he says he uses for pain relief. Yates, who is wheelchair-bound and brain-damaged after being hit by a truck 30 years ago, had been sent to jail in 1999 for the same offence. Mr Anderton, chairman of the ministerial committee on drug policy, said yesterday that he would not support a bill allowing cannabis cultivation for pain relief. “The Ministry of Health is looking into this issue but it has to do it on a careful basis. It has to have clinical evidence and advice that using cannabis for pain relief is safe,” he told National Radio. Mr Anderton said the effects of smoking cannabis were even worse than tobacco. He said if cannabis was to be allowed for medical reasons, it had to be properly administered and trialled clinically to ensure it did have the benefits claimed. “You can’t just say, ‘Let’s use anything, some leaf or something’, you’ve got to have a set of clinical evidence and advice that this is working properly under certain dosage, under certain medication prescription.” But Jeanette Fitzsimons argued for a change in the law. “I have a private member’s bill in the ballot that would allow for doctors’ consent to be given to allow cannabis to be used medicinally when it is appropriate.” It was “cruel and inhuman” to send Yates to jail, she said. “It’s a miscarriage of justice to imprison a man who presents no danger to society simply because he was using the only pain relief he found to be effective and with far less serious side-effects than prescription drugs.” Mr Anderton said if cannabis was available in less dangerous forms than smoking and was proved to work medically he would not have a problem with it. He said Yates had needed proper legal advice in court and hadn’t been helped by his association with cannabis advocate Blair Anderson as an in-court assistant. The judge was also critical of Mr Anderson’s support of Yates. “You were not greatly assisted by [Anderson] and other members of the group who were, plainly, pro-cannabis advocates,” the judge said. Yates had three previous convictions for cultivating cannabis and a total of nine for cannabis-related offending.

Thu, Nov. 4th, 2004, 12:48 am
his bladder couldnt take it.

he finally used the potty all by himself he kept asking for a pamper we refused to allow him and his bladder was going to burst
and he then came with t p and ask me to put that on as a pamper and then when i said no he finally couldnt take it anymore. and well we sat him there and he started to pee on his own and then he tried to get up and we held him there and then he did it all by himself we were cheering him along he has to stay underwear less or else he will use a pamper
he sleeps with out underwear and never wets the bed
and doesnt used a bottle all on his own
its so amazing hes only 2 and he can say words like di-no saur
and talk tome i understand everything he wants
he is amazing he loves to read
wow im soooo impressed!!
thought id share this...

Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004, 06:04 pm
http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=04/11/03/1520204

todays been depressing i cant believe this shit head bush is back in. wow, how scary the reality of the next 4 years are going to be with scientific envoirmental issue being hidden and seconded... if a giant rock was going to smash the moon or the earth and they knew they would not inform us. anyone who believes differently is just an idiot, the constitution and government are surely not in agreeance and things should be going so much different. i just feel so restricted, people are being homophobic on a state level, i swear i feel sick to live in american in oregon. could never believe this i mean i am laughing. but what the fuck wow.. its amazing i just don’t know. where on the earth is safe from america so i hear greenland is melting, i wonder if that land will be, dare i think it, sell/buy able... i have delusions of buying a piece of boat and i dunno doing some.....something, going there.. loll finding some gemothermic heat and i dunno raise goats. lots of different kinds, so i can have lots of cheeses... just another comic i am working on. loll boring as they may seem... boy this life is hetic, today i raked wheel barrow loads of leaves from the trees... so many beautiful colors... i tried to have a good point of view even a lady who was like very urn informed but a skeptic i gave her a few sites to look at. no freak-en sup-rise that this is happening... Iraqi Oil Ministry Official Assassinated In other Iraq news, a senior official in the Iraqi oil ministry was assassinated today as he traveled to work. And a US contractor of Lebanese decent has been kidnapped last night after gun men raided his home. http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=04/11/03/1520204

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